I’m interested in balance. Proprioception is a technical term that I don’t know anyth8ing about. I imagine it has to do with extremes, that’s how I think of balancing anything; preserve the extremes and adjust things in the middle, but when you are off-balance you step out in the direction you are leaning into… That step is a reassesment of the extreme. In some ways offensiveness or appropriatenessd has extremes. What happened to me as I transitioned names from Fuck Censorship to Fuck the Drug War to Mioster(i) Nigger to David Su-pernigger I think of it as a step in the direction of offensive to regain my balance. As I fou d my sea legs along this spectrum I expandfed the offensive things I learned to care about, now including the homophobic fword and retard. I want to be balanced in all things, not moderate. Hunimal is unoffensive to all involved, so it can be a philiosophical extreme of innocence, a number stystem of words for kids. The other extreme is niggering NiggerFaggotard to mean Family… Between those extremes I’d like to live a loving life. I don’t want to fall again or have to recenter myelf. I wnt a spectrum in which my story can be told, everything from Hunimal to NFT and within those confinews I want to do AI and politics and expand my family to be closer to relatives and the many unrelated loved ones I have. I care immensely and expressing that, for me, is limited to these cultural extremes. Within. I dance.

Literally I don[‘t dance, never have been good at it. I was being poetic. I worry that no one understands my blogs and messages. There are worse fates, but I long for a good back and forth. Maybe someday I’ll be consideredf important enough to merit an interview that works out the kinks to my ideologies and philosophies. Right now proprioception is what I’m focusing on. So that we can get a balanced life out of this chaos.