My chest hurts, This draws to my attention the fact that life is temporary. Probably for the best since immortality would be awful… But I’d like to live a long time. But everything passes, and this blog is going to get grim, so trigger warning frank discussions of death euthanasia and suicide await. Read as you see fit, of course…
I want to know when I die. I want to know exactly what day I’ll die. My dad is getting demented, it is horrible, i’ve already lost him and it is depressing. He should have had more time with his granddaughter. I hate it when I think of either of our lives. Thinking of my daughter makes me want to delay my death as long as is possible. It’d be a welcome trick to be able to estimate when my natural death will be. That’d be sweet. But right now that’s not avaiilable so I will control the timing to our greatest advantage. Being able to predict your death helps, last regards and investment options along with funeral specifics! This is the meat of it. These things can be controlled in many ways and a natural death can bring about a lot of plans, but knowing when it’ll happen which is only available by your own hand is too valuable to pass up at this time in history. The only euthanasia place I know of is Oregon of the old US. So, when ripe the move is simple. Visit Oregon and impress upon a doctor your conditions and then you can easily bring about the necessary medication. To get ready you talk to the funeral director, even the ambulance or whatev4er people who first visit the corpse. More importantly by announcing it you can have your friends and family aware of your passing! They can then say what they want you to hear and experience their inheritance in a way that allows for refunds! I am only fort. 40 is fort. I’ll be frun in February, 4-5 months I think… So this is all irrelevant for a long time. But if we make a crypto nation we can sell my NFTs if I;’ve collected them in advantageous ways by marking the death bump that possessions and works of art definitely have by the artist’s passing. That means I can put a dollar figure on ths knowledge, I could even auction off the date to the relevant parties! It’s obvious this is too good to be true and everything does pass, i think it is starting to be a very complicated plan.
I hasten to add: I have a friend, a Sigmund, who was living where I stay. The last I saw of him he was emptying a preposterous amountof sugar packets into a giant bowl of cereal. I don’t know if this is what pushed him over the edge or not, but he died that night and obviously I didn’t stop his sugar frenzy. Couldn’t have helped. How much of it was intentional. ?? My chest hurts and my diet is wrong, I am conducting my own sigmorality experiment without meaning to. The acceptance of a specific death date is valuable because it lets you say goodbye and take the event out of chance’s hands. It is a financvisal sdocvial decision that more people shoukld make knowingly. It is sad to die, but once you get over tat it iis interesting. Interesting despite the lack of an afterlife for your mind/soul… When I die that’
s it, but that’s not it for my friends and investments. My goal is to do the most good for us that I p[ossiblt can… Anyway, this blog is one to return to in a few decades, lol. I look forward to death the way I look forward to each night’s sleep, but on a larger scale of getting investments in order… do not be afraid, its natural and normal, perhaps it couldf be a trend good for humans in general, to take power over that event……