The Community Guidelines of TikTok are not my friend. When I post videos and they get taken down I realize I need to grow hunimal.org to include video editing functionality because I like to post videos and I can’t. Why can’t I? My personality is offensive. People don’t like me and when they do and a video is growing it invariably gets censored. I guess my culture simply allows for more things than the mainstream culture of youtube and tiktok. I find nothing offensive about dildos or “niggerfaggotard” or even suicidal discussions that admit to harmful thoughts. This puts me in a lower class of person than the tiktokers, I cannot coexist, not because I want to take them down! I am much more accepting than they are, but thqat is my downfall because I don’t share what I believe are irrational taboos. It is frustrating to have work deleted and hidden and punished and insulted. I can deal with rejection from the crowd, but when the platform censors me I feel deep despair because I don’t know ohw to replicate video sharing with text typing the way tiktok works. I value their functionality so much that I make compromises and then the compromises get censored and I despair. It is alienation that I can register without leaving my room. I need friendship and comaraderie, this system has me depressed even when I am allowed my speech! In the best of times I am upset at our predicaments. Man, I hate getting censored so much… But my appeals are not heard and I don’t matter… I hate it…